Stupid things I've done for love ♥

I die for her †

J - So, tell me about this girl... how is it going with her?

M - Well, I stopped seeing her because I moved to the valley, and I didn't have a lot of time to ask her out and stuff.

J - But, do you still feel there's something going on with her? I mean... like love or such?

M - I honestly don't know... It's just... This may sound stupid but, whenever she's around, everything turns into perfection. I feel loved, even when I know she doesn't love me...

J - She doesn't love you?

M - Well... I just don't know... There was a time when I hated her, for all she made me feel, you know... But then I realized I didn't hate her, I just was disappointed because she didn't even try...

J - Do you love her?

M - I die for her...

J - Wow, so you do love her!

M - Mmmh... why is that for?

J - Because over the years I've learned that guys would not sacrify themselves for a girl. You said you die for her. That's a big thing, Matt.

M - That's how I feel, but the question is if she will ever feel the same about me, and that's what saddens me the most...

J - You never know...

M - I honestly do not understand chicks...

J - You sometimes don't have to understand us, but love us...


* A chat I had with good old Jana at her place in the Citya week ago. Translated to English.
I realized girls are hard to understand...

Cherry Bossom Girl

Oh boy! Wanna eat those little red round cherries!

I've been kind of horny lately :P

Breathless by Godard

My obsession with A bout de Souflle by Godard has started to grow even more.

These are some of my favorite screencaps.

Because today you are a creature from the dark

Photos by Pedro Inacio.

E v e r y t h i n g

Cause I would give everything that I own
I’d give you my heart and this skin and these bones
The sun, the moon, the earth, the sky
I’d never even stopped to wonder why

-Stereo Fuse Everything

Heads will roll

Pretty much done with the fucking semester at work. I had never cut so many heads so far in my teaching career. Those li'l slackers deserved it I got to say...
Rising rage and anger against me is not a daily bread for me, but I had to face it though. I can recall that on my beloved CILC it was hard for me to fail students. I actually failed 8 or 9 in 2 years and a half I worked there.

Quite a different story at the Lynx's Cave. In just one group almost 10 people failed. Hard to believe. Tears and curses, threats and bribes were expected to show up. But me... just a cold heart motherfucker. I might have done something for them a couple of months ago, but after the whole ordeal I went through, I just realized that, if they didn't give a fuck about my class, why would I give a fuck about'em?

Not very good philosophy for a teacher, but it's nothing but the truth.

Heads will roll this last week at work, I just hope that among all this pointless college drama, mine doesn't roll too.

About having or not having

I always fall for girls who aren't cut out for me

I was trying to hook up this chick at school but after a close encounter or tete á tete, she just seemed not to be quite smart. Her so-called sleeping problems, irresponsability and annoying undiscipline just let me down.

Quite discouraging T-T

The Dark Side of the Moon

Every one is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.
-Mark Twain, author and humorist (1835-1910)

About Twilight, New Moon, Bella Swan and Edward Cullen

A year ago one of my best buddies told me not to got to watch Twilight, which is a chick-flick. I did and, oh boy, what a shame...

At the university I'm working right now, lots of 18-or-19-year-old students are crazy about this vampire-wannabe tearjerker film.


One of them uttered these shocking words: "Twilight and New Moon are the best movies I've ever seen in my life!"


Creepy...

When I was 13 my favorite film was 'A Clockwork Orange' and then on my parents, specially mom taught us to worship good cinema.

Girls are crazy about Robert Pattinson (aka Edward Cullen) and Kristen Stewart (who the most appealing yet boring character in the film and BTW quiiiiiiiiiiiite hot).

I don't know... when I was young vampires used to have fangs, eat people up and show no remorse about it. Now they they go through a hormonal ordeal before they go to sleep.

Wish Buffy ended up with this cheesy trilogy...

Floating either up or down I wonder when you'll hit the ground