30 marzo 2010


I don't even know how to start this post.
I just know I've been under a lot over the past three months. I've started to think as an adult, not a youngster anymore and that's what woes my the most...
Ten years ago I was so ambitious, so driven for what I was doing back then.
Jeez, I still have no fucking idea where my aspiration went...
Ten years ago I was an underground teenager, who loved drawing and writing. Quite popular nevertheless, but always isolating myself, recluded in my daydreaming world.
I would dream of PG-13 adventures with horny, cracksmoking femme fatales in France, long shamisen sessions with geishas in Kyoto or exhausting volleyball games and capirinhas in Rio.
I haven't done anything of that... I haven't even gone to the States once...
This last Saturday a friend of mine told me not to worry for what I haven't done, but for what I am to do for my future, and he's fucking right.
But question is: Would I ever accomplish what I had planned ten years ago?
I never thought age would be a problem for me, but it is now.
I am scared. Scared for my future, and I know I should not worry about the future, but I certainly am...
In the morning, when I was having breakfast with my pops and bro, I realized one thing: no matter how old we get, we'll always have a place to call home, where we we'll always be children until the day we die...

29 marzo 2010


Dream, from one of my favorite directors, Korean Kim Ki-Duk.

26 marzo 2010


A - Available: At weekends
B - Best Friend: Have many fortunately...
C - Color of Your Room: Bone
D - Dad’s Name: ‘Pachul’
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Everyone’s got issues.
F - Favorite Food: Desserts
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: Worms

H - Hometown: Countryside
I - Instrument: Fucking electric guitar and piano
J - Job: 24/7
K - Kids: NO, thanks
L - Longest Car Ride: Cervantino 2008, fucking 9 hours on the way back
M - Milk Flavor: Chocolate of course
N - Number Of Siblings: 1
O - One Wish: To have three more
P - Phobias: Fucking scorpions

Q - Favorite Quote: ‘Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known’ by Chuck Palahniuk. We are a blank canvas, I think....
S - Song You Last Heard: Hot Chip ‘ Ready for the floor’

U - Unknown Fact About Me: I’m obsessive with time.
V - Vegetable: Broccoli
W - Worst Habits: Sucking my fingers, scratching my head, not taking showers during vacations...
X - X-Rays You’ve Had: Ribs that looked like marimbas
Y - Your Favorite Pastime: Walking, reading, daydreaming...
Z - Zodiac Sign: Da Ram!

She feels just like a child...

21 marzo 2010

Let's find a beautiful place to get lost

Spring's here!

19 marzo 2010

S is for Spring cleaning

Spring Sun has been heating things up around here lately. People get rid of coats and stop drinking coffee and start wearing t-shirts and sip on cold beer.
After the most hectic week at work I was fucking pleased to see I pulled every single thing off.
My plan to take over my new and beloved institution is still going on the good track, regardless of the days I didn't sleep at all and last minute changes and weird twists.
I got 10 at Gastronomy, I was clapped at Pedagogy and even when I felt I was about to fail due to incompetent and disorganized bunch of minions, I managed to take the helm and lead my entire troop to land safely. I don't give a shit, I'll cut some heads though...
Kudos for Amadeus who had the chance to be the MC during the project presentation ceremony, even when it was clear some of our distinguished presiding members had no clue about what he was saying in English. he's got what he wanted: exposure.
I have to say yesterday was one of the most fulfilling days of my life: all the clapping, congratulating and cheering were quite the right food I was expecting to nourish from. I've also realized I've become a complete animal who feeds on compliments for what I do.
That's the fuel I need in order to keep on going what I do, otherwise I'd have changed business long time ago. Just gotta be careful though... One of the problems of being on top is that you can suddenly have a public deafening fall. Ask Icarus about it...
World culture has told us spring is everything about rebirth and renew. Greeness everywhere and the smell of fresh prairies fill my pituitary gland and makes me alive.
Time to take out whatever is rotting inside and leave doors and windows open, always waiting for the winds of change...
And when we thought powerful March Sun would melt everything on its way, it seems Messenger chat was colder than witches' tits last night when Redheaded Girl bumped into Lowly Boy. Viejo Sol couldn't heat up our Boy's cold shoulder. No one wants to be paid with indifference. Did you learned your lesson well?
Gringo culture tells the world Spring cleaning is everything about huge boxes piled on the streets, full of things that might he a treasure for someone else.
It's time to get rid of the burden I carry on my shoulders, all the bullshit that has gotten on my way and that somehow ties my to the past. I have to take the skeletons out from my closet and bury them deeply.
So bring the boxes y'all, spring cleaning is just around the corner.
Make sure there's plenty of space in those boxes to fill up.

18 marzo 2010

To whomever it may concern

My brother told me to watch this vid.
Her name's Jonna Lee, she's fucking weird and I'm in ♥ with her...

That girl is a monster

Ugly chicks by Jonathan Waiter.

16 marzo 2010

I'm a... Lamb of God

13 marzo 2010


"Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth.
Lo. Lee. Ta. She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock.
She was Lola in slacks.
She was Dolly at school.
She was Dolores on the dotted line.
But in my arms she was always Lolita.
Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins.
My sin, my soul."
-Vladimir Nabokov

11 marzo 2010

Can you please pull over?

Beautiful paintings by Jansson Stegner.

07 marzo 2010

I'll meet you in the bathtub

05 marzo 2010

I wish my pad looked like this...