Yeah Yeah Yeahs' concert or Goodbye, Redheaded Chick

Thought the night was going to be drama free. In spite of arriving almost an hour later, she didn't storm out... Rushed to the 'Palacio de los Rebotes', crowded to the top by these new urban tribe called 'hipster', you know... black-rimmed glasses, messy hair, black tights, sneakers and preppiness all over the place. Have to say I didn't give fuck about my look, what I wanted was to get rid of my shoes, dressing pants and shirt from work.

About her, well... she looked astonishing, more beautiful than ever. That somewhat pushed me afar from her. Imagine, The Lady and The Tramp 2010.

Then, awkwardness stroke again...

After having a little previous-to-show chat, she mentioned something that caught my attention.

I'm not well known for being kind of intuitive, but something about what she said was wrong... Didn't you tell me you wanted to wait a little while so you could get over your ex?

And a year ago, when we supposed to be dating you were seeing someone else?

Busted! When you say lies, you get all tangled up in the webbing of your own making...

That's awkward y'all...

I didn't want to tell her anything... but she noticed I realized she had screwed it up.

She didn't say a word either...

Then, the perfect scenario for a teary, highly disappointed Lowly Boy, 'Runaway'

Betrayal and disappointment came right above my head as it was thick, black, thundery cloud ready to rain all over my joy. Tried to put all those feelings away successfully... I just couldn't let some words let me down that night, because that night was the night.

In spite of horrorizing with such heartbreaking words, the show must go on!

I don't know...I could have done anything for her, and that's the bullshit I get?

That's night, as Ms. Karen O thanked all her staff and you could hear 'Yeah Yeah Yeahs special love song'... That's when this tune got special dimensions... I was ready to cry my heart out...

Pack up

I'm a stray

enough

Oh say say say you'll

Say say say you'll

Say say say you'll

Say say say you'll

Say say say...

Wait.

They don't love you like I love you

Wait.They don't love you like I love you

Maps...........

Wait.

They don't love you like I love you ♥ ...

When the curtains closed was when I realized that she is not the right one for me and maybe I'm not the right one for her...

I love her to death but she doesn't love...

It's gonna be hell to get rid of what I feel about her...

On Thursday I cried and I've felt a bit depressed lately, you know... want to sleep all day, chills at midday, the 'what would have happened if...' theories...

I'm not OK... I just now know that I don't want to fall in love, never again...

Goodbye Redheaded Girl...